I have been given and other manger and another project. There is also a new song I need to learn by NextOct. Singing the song to the new manager will determine if my raise for ThisHex is one percent or two percent of my current salary because the new manager is the brand manager. And like any good product the brand comes before the being.

The new manager will also be expecting another weekly report like I create for my other two manager's I am working for and like the report I write to myself for I am still a Manager 0.5.

I am depressed they decided to give me another manager to teach me the new brand song because I am a good self teacher and I really want to be a Manager 1.0. THAT IS MY NEW DREAM.

I finally figured out that dream that kept interfering with my Sleep Working™ (Yes, I have been told I need to start using the trademark more and more these day for it is a legal thing and if I ever want to be Manager 1.0 I have to follow all the rules). Anyway, I finally realized the dream I have been having was about becoming a Manager 1.0 and being able to create may own projects!

More ideas and another project. The other project isn't complete, but you no now I get to try and create the both of these tools at the same time. My managers will be so, so, so happy with me and I can't wait. The stress is overwhelming, but I love it. I LOVE THE STRESS. Sometimes it gets so good that I can barely breath. LastCycle I felt this pain in my chest after two managers at the same time asked me about my new projects. The pain was sharp and hurt, but once it was gone I felt this relief that was beyond anything I have felt in a while. W.O.W. is all I can see. I don't know what to see or do with my time or mind.

When I am not writing or editing the CarbonMonoxide2Oxygen Test Tool, I now get to write and edit the WaterPurity Test Tool (yes, my name) I get to write this other tool during sleep working. I still don't know what it will be and what Entropy it will use because it is such an interesting thing to think. W.O.W. and Y.A.Y. is all I can see when I am not sleep working.

How do I sleepwith all the stress? I don't really sleep because I wake up at night and can't breath and dreams are beginning to interfere with the sleep work. I am tired of having these dreams all the time interfering with sleep work.

It works. Y.A.Y.! Y.A.Y.! Y.A.Y.!

It is pretty neat, too, it also falls within the specification except for the color of the oxygen out put more jaded than Manager #1 and Manager #2 and Manager #3 will probably want for the output even if is a test tool.

Y.A.Y.! I think I will get a star to put on my chest and wear around the office until it falls off, which is usually about B Cycles, but that is enough time to show everyone I am a star.

I have already began to see my Managers what the next test tool will be that I will need to create. They have seen to me that I will have to wait until the exhibition the tool to the V.V.P. and the V.P. and the P during ThisOct's President's Of Test Tools meeting. I am so excited because I have never been to one of these meetings before and I think that it will be really neat to actually present the tool to all those very important people. I hope they think I am smart. I hope they will like the test tool. If they do not I don't know what I will do. I don't know if I will be able to not be sad.

There are so many things to do right now my mind if a wheel would be spinning right now.

This is fun and intense because the Entropy Test Tool to test the tool CarbonMonoxide2Oxygen is like nothing I have ever created in all my work life...my entire life. It is so interesting that I don't even want to sleep work any more because sleep working wouldn't let me enjoy every bit of stress as I pound my head against the desk trying to find the process needed to test CarbonMonoxide2Oxygen. It's weird, and I am not seeing about seeing into the futre, I am seeing it's weird because I haven't had this much fun working on a project for 2F Years. My home office in the basement is to boring to go to anymore because the thought begins to fade from my mind and then I find my self looking around and thinking that there is nothing else but the CarbonMonoxide2Oxygen Test Tool (YES, I GOT TO CREATE THE NAME!).

NOW, back to wake working ! :)

I have a job.

They are letting us sleep work for 2 Octs.

PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN LAYOFFS ARE BECAUSE THERE IS ENOUGH TENSION IN MY LIFE AS IT IS AND I JUST NEED TO KNOW IF WHAT I AM DOING FOR B.U.S.I.N.E.S.S. IS GOOD ENOUGH IN YOUR MIND. PLEASE! ...I am sorry for being so loud. I am worried. Still :) I can't sleep in the home-office any more because there is a rumor going around that they are going to lay us off in the home-offices. No one ever is laidoff in their office. No one does. Or know one I know. :( I don't know many people except my managers. That is why I think I will be laidoff because I don't know anyone except my managers. There was this John someone who I seen with everyday during lunch for F Cycles, but then John left and was never seen again. After that, I seen a couple Entropy Tools, and now. Now I am creating a tool to Version Entropy. I can complete it if I just sleep in the office. I can write more of the Entropy Tool to version everything. I can Sleep-Work then knowing if I sleep-work that I will at least be working in some form. I won't be laidoff if I create for the Company. I have done things for the Company. But nobody knows me :( so who would miss me? Or need me?

More layoffs this Tropos. Work, work, work is needed. I haven't even been in my home-office for two Cycles. No time for Y.A.Y. or W.O.W. and not time to leave the desk except to defecate and get F.O.O.D.. This is F.U.N.. :) I not only feel the rush of coding and again only managing part time. My manager's manager seen to me I manage myself and I am now a new Manager Engineer Developer. I hope this means that I will not be laidoff during layoffs! I don't know. Anyone who believes they won't be laidoff are usually laidoff. I even created a new tool, and I am still more worried about the layoffs this Tropos. When? and Who? and Where? and what division? What sector? What process? The Entropy widget to me every where appear to be doing good. How can they cut employees now? How can this just let me go because I haven't been on top of things for a week or two weeks at the wrong time? Am I good enough now to survive the death march of the managers through the halls handing out, signals to the machines of those laidoff? Do they think we do not think of this Cycle in and Cycle out when we see the word LayOff? Do they not see what we see anymore because they are immune every other layoff cycle? I just hope it is not me. It can't be me. It shouldn't be me. But if it is me then maybe they won't get this really neat new Entropy Tool I have created and can create and will create and will make our Entropy Tools better than any other Entropy Tools in the United States of Eden and even Eden of Eden!