People keep looking at me weird when I leave the office. It is a good thing I don't leave the office often. That would mean I would have more people look at me. They look at me and pass then whisper. I have been visiting some of the gossip rooms and in these rooms there are lots of seeing about how I should take a dayoff or a vacation. YES! People are seeing about my need for a dayoff or a vacation. Are these people trying to get me fired! Are they trying to get me or force me to take time off from my work? Do they want to take my position when I am gone? Are they trying to make me look bad to get me fired? There has been rumors of another layoff. Another layoff means I can't take time off work. I need to keep working. I need to work morning to night. I need to work all Cycle long. I don't care if the seers in the site room are leaving messages that I need to have time off, and I could die if I don't. What are they trying to do? Why? Why? Why? Why? I do no understand. I want to understand, but I can't. I need to work. Why wouldn't I want to work? I am alive. What else is there to do? I just hope my managers don't take more of my work away. I want all my work back. So much fun. WORK!