I feel so ashamed ThisCycle. I feel like I can't go back to work. Not only did I take a day off work, but I passed out from stress related to work, and I had to be taken to the company hospital to make sure I wouldn't die at work. And now they are telling me that I NEED to not work for a few Cycles until the doctors will legally allow me to work more. And I want to work. I want to work, but they won't let me work. Why? WHY? Why did this happen to me? I was working and working and working, and I just got tense and passed out. No bit deal. So what? I didn't screw up the project or the process I was creating. Everything is okay. Including ME! And now I have to sit in my office home and do nothing, but relax and thing about work and crave work and want work more than anything in the world. OH! HOW I MISS WORKING!