What a bad Cycle. It could even be the worst Cycle ever. Never have I felt so bad and hurtful. Never have I felt so sad. The tears just won't dry. Why or why did I have to do that. I need to live with this for the rest of my life. I hope I live with this for the rest of my life for I deserve to feel this pain each and every cycle of my life. I am a horrible being for having done this. I don't know if I can live with what I have done. The more I think of what I have done the more I realize if I were the one I did what I did to that I would probably die. I would not be able to function anymore. Instead I have to inflict the pain of losing a job on someone else. Instead, I am the one who has to live with the fact of every Cycle of all my life that I have told someone that they are no longer working for a company. I had to fire Manager 1. Now I am Manager 1. And that also makes this the worst Cycle ever.