My Synthetic Diamond Is Loose

This is annoying because I can't stop playing with my Synthetic Diamond. Another thing, ANOTHER THING, to hate the body. This Synthetic Diamond is loose, itching AND it is putting noise into to my thoughts that are being transmitted. The last time I got a new Synthetic Diamond they said it would
last longer. They said it may last as long as I live, but that was a lie. A LIE. A lie because it's loose, and I can't stop for the life of me stop pressing on it. I want to press upon it to cause lots of pain then the pain will numb the itch. The itch. The itch that I want scratch until my flesh peals off. I should stop. I need to stop. I need to let the Synthetic Diamond be. I need to get it replaced, but I don't have time. I have not time to replace it. I need to, but work. The work, so I will wait. I will wait until I can't work because it is too loose and they can't read my mind to work or my body rejects the Synthetic Diamond.