I thought Sleep Working was fun, and I thought there was NO WAY I would have ever thought Sleep Meetings could be fun. Not only do I HATE, HATE, HATE meetings, but even Sleep Working isn't that fun. Sleep Working is okay, but I'd much rather work when I am awake. So, I was skeptical when I had my first Sleep Meeting that the dream state and fluid nature of the Sleep Meetings that there was no way to keep the meeting together. I was thinking that I would just let the meeting drift apart and being Sleep Working instead, so I was excited that the meeting would just mean that I could work more and not manage. But once I entered the Sleep Meeting I was wowed at the interaction between the other dreamy people of the meeting. It was so surreal and powerful sleeping and not working with Entropy or a processor or a compiler, but rather an entity. Even the animals there were able focus enough to remain in the meeting. There was all this talking and interaction. We talked and even began looking at the process flow and made some corrections, so we were actually power programming together in this meeting. The feeling and telling was so fun because all the pressure and self worry of being around people was gone. I had confidence and didn't have the usual worry I usually do when people talk to me or are near me unless it is for work. Here I was just another dream being as powerful as the each able to things as clearly on the best of days. The meeting only for a few Cesiums too and not the normal sixty, and we got a lot more done. The Sleep Meeting was AWESOME! I can't wait for the next Sleep Meetings. Now back to work!

Now I have more meetings. Many more meetings. I have meetings for meetings. I have a meeting with the employee I now manage. An employee I might add that has yet to decide to move into the homeoffice of at work. The employee still lives at home and only works half the day here before he returns home. The work is good, but he only is working on three projects, so I have been helping him work on two more. ...Anyway, I have a meeting with the employee one Cycle an Oct. Then I have a meeting with all the Manager 1's in the building. There are about 1B8 Managers in the building, so that meeting is long because everyone speaks during it and some of those Manager 1s want to be Manager 2s so they talk and talk so they can be noticed. ...So then there is the meeting with all the managers in the division, so that means Manager 1 clear up to Manager 25 are at the meeting. Then I have product meetings for all the products that both my employee and me are working on. ...Meetings, meetings, meetings, meetings. I don't care much for meetings, but I have been creating a tool that will allow me to work on other tools during the meetings, so I don't feel like I am wasting the company's time while I sit and have people tell me the same information over and over and over. There are some managers that LOVE meetings. I don't know how any one could love meetings. They are boring and no tools and company products get created during them so I just don't get it, but I am now a manager, so I will go to meetings with a smile. ...Maybe I can write a tool that could make it so meetings are not needed?

What a bad Cycle. It could even be the worst Cycle ever. Never have I felt so bad and hurtful. Never have I felt so sad. The tears just won't dry. Why or why did I have to do that. I need to live with this for the rest of my life. I hope I live with this for the rest of my life for I deserve to feel this pain each and every cycle of my life. I am a horrible being for having done this. I don't know if I can live with what I have done. The more I think of what I have done the more I realize if I were the one I did what I did to that I would probably die. I would not be able to function anymore. Instead I have to inflict the pain of losing a job on someone else. Instead, I am the one who has to live with the fact of every Cycle of all my life that I have told someone that they are no longer working for a company. I had to fire Manager 1. Now I am Manager 1. And that also makes this the worst Cycle ever.

I don't know what to do and think any more. Everything is getting done. I have the new processes to create. There are a few more tools they want me to write a program to automate the creation of life. THIS IS WONDERFUL! These ideas to automate life to create things that help everyone live long and be happy makes me the happiest person alive! I know not every can use these tools because they don't have enough money, but some of them, some of them can be used by everyone like the CleanOxygen Tool set I have helped develop with my Manager 1,2, and 3 giving me their guidance and wisdom as I do the easy thing: All the work to create them. This is what I love. What I don't love is the rumor I have have seen flowing through the Work Sleep message flow of me maybe becoming a Manager 0.5 again or a Manager 1. A MANAGER 1! I don't need this. It would mean that I would have to do work and manage someone. And, and I just don't have time to do all that. And I don't want to give up the working on tools like Manager 1,2, and 3, I won't need to, but I could, but I don't want and wouldn't want to give up writing the tools to automate life process because that's what I love doing more than anything else in the world because some of these tools help everyone and all of these tools I help create by writing the process and doing the actual work help someone. That someone may need to pay that is okay because it will give me more time and security to work and work and work and work. ...I hope if I need to become a Manager 1 that I get a work that loves to work as much as I love to work and if it is A.I. that would be fun to because I have never work with an A.I. before. Artistic Intelligence. W.O.W. is all I can think. I can think and now need to think of the next process to clean the dead skin from an animal. That would be fun. A small little, tiny, nano life that eats dead skin and makes it into food for plants and animals to eat. That would be neat...

The move wasn't that bad. I only had to stop working for a Cycle. Well, I only had to stop working in the office for a Cycle. Managers #1 and Manager #2 allowed me to occupy one of the Sleep Work chambers for an entire Cycle. I worked right through the trauma of moving. The managers even asked Manager #3 to move the Sleep Work chamber to the new building, so I didn't need to stop working, or have a traumatic event that would not allow me to focus and work. AND THEY DID! They transfered the Sleep Work chamber to the building while I was sleeping. All three managers helped makes sure I could work all the time. And it felt like I never left the security of the work building. So it's like I never left the office. Now I can work again. This past Tropos was too much. I just didn't want this to happen. I even cried a couple of times. After some talking with the work shrink, I was assured everything would be okay :) AND IT IS! They were right. The new place is just the same as the old place. They moved my seat and bed. They did replace the bacteria compiler, but they kept the YOUI I had. Now I can return to program these little genetic machine to work. Now I can work again in my office! Yay! I am soooooo much more happy this is over. I hope we never have to move offices again. I don't think I could survive without work for very long! Now back to work!

We were informed our department is moving! MOVING! Everything is moving. The work cubes. The home cubes. EVERYTHING! I just, I just, I just don't know what I am going to do. I don't want to move. I like where I work and sleep. I can't even take my bed the things. What, what am I going to do? This just isn't what I need right now. I don't need this. I need that bed for sleep work. I NEED IT. It finally has the right dents for my back buds. My trunk and limbs have found their groves, so I can rest comfortable. What if they lost it? We aren't even able to see our new place! They seen you will like it. I just. I don't know. I just worry about the transition. My last move was the move from my home outside to this building and I haven't moved yet. I haven't left the building. Now I may need to leave the building! I may :(, but they won't see to us the details of the move. They see we will like it. The message seen to mind: >You are moving to new home offices and offices in 1 Tropos, You will like it.<

W.O.W. is all I can write and see when I am not writing or seeing for two more tools that manipulate carbon and oxygen. I haven't been this happy for Cycles. Things are so much fun here. It feels like those day when I didn't live here. When I left work to sleep, eat, and shower. I love living here ;) But sometimes I don't get that same freshness after waking in the home office after Sleep Working for a few hours and going to the office to work. An office that is just down the hall from the home office. I have a shower in the home office. I use it sometimes. Now I have that freshness again. Again after losing the Manager 5.0 position. People as seeing to me that I have been top on their list of best employees. This is SO NEAT! I AM IN LOVE AGAIN!!! I want to shout as I walk the hall from home office to office. Two more projects. More complements. A job well done. I am alive again :)